Do I take things personally because I lack confidence
Or is the self something that knows
Every little barb
I am not good enough
Every jab
I need to do more
Every angry word
Deserved.
How can I fix something
That is constantly ripped down
When I crucify myself
It is too far
Too hard on myself
I start to believe
Then you say what I’ve thought
Out loud
Matter of fact
Like I should already know
How do I get better
When I just keep feeling worse?